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Samenkomst
De kilte warmt de kamer op
er wordt geen woord gesproken
alsof de hele wereld is ingeslikt
hij kijkt naar buiten
ik in de ruimte rond
de gedachten ploeteren door herinneringen
een vlieg
afgesneden van de vrijheid
bromt haar leven bij elkaar
rinkelgeluid
handen grijpen naar de gsm
ik zie dat hij een trui aan heeft
met rolkraag
Erica De Stercke
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Tijdbom
Woorden zijn gordijnen die je toedoet
zodra het spektakel is afgelopen het
waren mooie beelden een stuk of acht
jongens die in het midden van de nacht
iemand aanvielen en helemaal verrot
schopten na de daden komen dan altijd
de woorden die van afschuw het eerst
dan is het gevaar geweken kunnen we
de toedracht gaan verklaren deze tijden
zijn van teruggang en onbegrip dat vatten
we onvermijdelijk persoonlijk op hoe kan
dit mij overkomen een frustratio die er
toe doet die smeekt om een uitlaatklep
het grote verklaren is begonnen na ieder
conflict begrijpen we meer tot begrip ook
niet meer helpt en het recht van de sterkste
geldt deze woorden zijn gordijnen die
je dicht doet als je het denkraam sluit
een tijdbom wordt terloops ontploft.
Martin Beversluis
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Christine de Pisan
(ca. 1364-1430)
Belle, ce que j’ay requis
Belle, ce que j’ay requis
Or le vueilliez ottroier,
Car par tant de fois proier
Bien le doy avoir conquis.
Je l’ay ja si long temps quis,
Et pour trés bien emploier,
Belle, ce que j’ay requis.
Se de moy avez enquis,
Ne me devez pas noyer
Mon guerdon, ne mon loier;
Car par raison j’ai acquis,
Belle, ce que j’ay requis.
Christine de Pisan poetry
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More in: Archive O-P, Pisan, Christine de
Gottfried Keller
(1819–1890)
Abend auf Golgatha
Eben die dornige Krone geneiget, verschied der Erlöser,
Weißlich in dämmernder Luft glänzte die Schulter des Herrn?
Siehe, da schwebte, vom tauigen Schimmer gelockt, die Phaläne
Flatternd hernieder zu ruhn dort, wo gelastet das Kreuz.
Langsam schlug sie ein Weilchen die samtenen Flügel zusammen,
Breitet’ sie aus und entschwand fern in die sinkende Nacht.
Nicht ganz blieb verlassen ihr Schöpfer: den Pfeiler des Kreuzes
Hielt umfangen das Weib, das er zur Mutter sich schuf.
Gottfried Keller poetry
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More in: Archive K-L, Keller, Gottfried
Elizabeth (Lizzie) Siddal
(1829-1862)
Four Poems
A Silent Wood
O silent wood, I enter thee
With a heart so full of misery
For all the voices from the trees
And the ferns that cling about my knees.
In thy darkest shadow let me sit
When the grey owls about thee flit;
There will I ask of thee a boon,
That I may not faint or die or swoon.
Gazing through the gloom like one
Whose life and hopes are also done,
Frozen like a thing of stone
I sit in thy shadow but not alone.
Can God bring back the day when we two stood
Beneath the clinging trees in that dark wood?
He and She and Angels Three
Ruthless hands have torn her
From one that loved her well;
Angels have upborn her,
Christ her grief to tell.
She shall stand to listen,
She shall stand and sing,
Till three winged angels
Her lover’s soul shall bring.
He and she and the angels three
Before God’s face shall stand;
There they shall pray among themselves
And sing at His right hand.
Early Death
Oh grieve not with thy bitter tears
The life that passes fast;
The gates of heaven will open wide
And take me in at last.
Then sit down meekly at my side
And watch my young life flee;
Then solemn peace of holy death
Come quickly unto thee.
But true love, seek me in the throng
Of spirits floating past,
And I will take thee by the hands
And know thee mine at last.
Dead Love
Oh never weep for love that’s dead
Since love is seldom true
But changes his fashion from blue to red,
From brightest red to blue,
And love was born to an early death
And is so seldom true.
Then harbour no smile on your bonny face
To win the deepest sigh.
The fairest words on truest lips
Pass on and surely die,
And you will stand alone, my dear,
When wintry winds draw nigh.
Sweet, never weep for what cannot be,
For this God has not given.
If the merest dream of love were true
Then, sweet, we should be in heaven,
And this is only earth, my dear,
Where true love is not given.
Elizabeth (Lizzie) Siddal – poetry
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Emma Lazarus
(1849–1887)
Dreams
A dream of lilies: all the blooming earth,
A garden full of fairies and of flowers;
Its only music the glad cry of mirth,
While the warm sun weaves golden-tissued hours;
Hope a bright angel, beautiful and true
As Truth herself, and life a lovely toy,
Which ne’er will weary us, ne’er break, a new
Eternal source of pleasure and of joy.
A dream of roses: vision of Loves tree,
Of beauty and of madness, and as bright
As naught on earth save only dreams can be,
Made fair and odorous with flower and light;
A dream that Love is strong to outlast Time,
That hearts are stronger than forgetfulness,
The slippery sand than changeful waves that climb,
The wind-blown foam than mighty waters’ stress.
A dream of laurels: after much is gone,
Much buried, much lamented, much forgot,
With what remains to do and what is done,
With what yet is, and what, alas! is not,
Man dreams a dream of laurel and of bays,
A dream of crowns and guerdons and rewards,
Wherein sounds sweet the hollow voice of praise,
And bright appears the wreath that it awards.
A dream of poppies, sad and true as Truth,—
That all these dreams were dreams of vanity;
And full of bitter penitence and ruth,
In his last dream, man deems ’twere good to die;
And weeping o’er the visions vain of yore,
In the sad vigils he doth nightly keep,
He dreams it may be good to dream no more,
And life has nothing like Death’s dreamless sleep.
Emma Lazarus poetry
fleursdumal.nl magazine
More in: - Archive Tombeau de la jeunesse, Archive K-L, Lazarus, Emma
Renée Vivien
(1877–1909)
Prolong the night
Prolong the night, Goddess who sets us aflame!
Hold back from us the golden-sandalled dawn!
Already on the sea the first faint gleam
Of day is coming on.
Sleeping under your veils, protect us yet,
Having forgotten the cruelty day may give!
The wine of darkness, wine of the stars let
Overwhelm us with love!
Since no one knows what dawn will come,
Bearing the dismal future with its sorrows
In its hands, we tremble at full day, our dream
Fears all tomorrows.
Oh! keeping our hands on our still-closed eyes,
Let us vainly recall the joys that take flight!
Goddess who delights in the ruin of the rose,
Prolong the night!
Renée Vivien poetry
fleursdumal.nl magazine
More in: Archive U-V, Renée Vivien, Vivien, Renée
Renée Vivien (1877–1909)
born Pauline Mary Tarn (11 June 1877 – 18 November 1909) was a writer and poet.
She was born in London and has been buried in Paris in Cimetière de Passy.
photos: jef van kempen 2011
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Henry Bataille
(1872-1922)
Le mois mouillé
Par les vitres grises de la lavanderie,
J’ai vu tomber la, nuit d’automne que voilà…
Quelqu’un marche le long des fossés pleins de pluie…
Voyageur, voyageur de jadis, qui t’en vas,
A l’heure où les bergers descendent des montagnes,
Hâte-toi. – Les foyers sont éteints où tu vas,
Closes les portes au pays que tu regagnes…
La grande route est vide et le bruit des luzernes
Vient de si loin qu’il ferait peur… Dépêche-toi :
Les vieilles carrioles ont soufflé leurs lanternes…
C’est l’automne : elle s’est assise et dort de froid
Sur la chaise de paille au fond de la cuisine…
L’automne chante dans les sarments morts des vignes…
C’est le moment où les cadavres introuvés,
Les blancs noyés, flottant, songeurs, entre deux ondes,
Saisis eux-mêmes aux premiers froids soulevés,
Descendent s’abriter dans les vases profondes.
Henry Bataille poetry
fleursdumal.nl magazine
More in: Archive A-B, Bataille, Henry
ANNE BOLEYN (1507-1536)
It was for Anne that Henry VIII gave up the wife with whom he had lived for twenty years; it was for Anne that he broke his hitherto unbroken allegiance of England to the Pope of Rome; tl was for Anne that he braved the anger of the great powers of Europe.Yet it was this same Anne who, but two years after her marriage, was writing to her passionate lover the following heart-broken letter—while awaiting her death.
TO THE KING
SIR, Your Grace’s displeasure and my imprisonment are things so strange unto me, as what to write, or what to excuse, I am altogether ignorant. Whereas you send unto me (willing [me] to confess a truth, and to obtain your favour) by such an one whom you know to be mine ancient professed enemy. I no sooner conceived this message by him, than I rightly conceived your meaning; and, as you say, confessing a truth indeed may procure my safety, I shall with all willingness and duty perform your command.
But let not your Grace ever imagine that your poor wife will ever be brought to acknowledge a fault where not so much as a thought thereof proceeded. And to speak a truth, never prince had wife more loyal in all duty, and in all true affection, than you have ever found in Anne Boleyn; with which name and place I could willingly have contented myself, if God and your Grace’s pleasure had been so pleased. Neither did I at any time so far forget myself in my exaltation or received queenship, but that I always looked for such an alteration as now I find: for the ground of my preferment being on no surer foundation than your Grace’s fancy, the least alteration I knew was fit and sufficient to draw that fancy to some other subject. You have chosen me from a low estate to be your queen and companion, far beyond my desert or desire. If then you found me worthy of such honour, good your Grace, let not any light fancy or bad counsel of mine enemies withdraw your princely favour from me; neither let that stain, that unworthy stain, of a disloyal heart towards your good Grace, ever cast so foul a blot on your most dutiful wife, and the infant princess, your daughter.
Try me, good king, but let me have a lawful trial; and let not my sworn enemies sit as my accusers and my judges; yea, let me receive an open trial, for my truth shall fear no open shame. Then shall you see either mine innocency cleared, your suspicions and conscience satisfied, the ignominy and slander of the world stopped, or my guilt openly declared; so that, whatsoever God or you may determine of me, your Grace may be freed from an open censure; and mine offence being so lawfully proved, your Grace is at liberty, both before God and man, not only to execute worthy punishment on me, as an unlawful wife, but to follow your affection already settled on that party for whose sake I am now as I am, whose name I could some good while since have pointed unto; your Grace not being ignorant of my suspicion therein.
But if you have already determined of me; and that not only my death, but an infamous slander, must bring you the enjoying of your desired happiness; then I desire of God that he will pardon your great sin therein, and likewise my enemies the instruments thereof; and that He will not call you to a strict account for your unprincely and cruel usage of me, at his general judgementseat, where both you and myself must shortly appear; and in whose judgement, I doubt not, whatsoever the world may think of me, mine innocence shall be openly known and sufficiently cleared.
My last and only request shall be, that myself may only bear the burden of your Grace’s displeasure, and that it may not touch the innocent souls of those poor gentlemen who, as I understand, are likewise in strait imprison¬ment for my sake. If ever I have found favour in your sight, if ever the name of Anne Boleyn hath been pleasing in your ears, then let me obtain this request; and I will so leave to trouble your Grace any further; with mine earnest prayers to the Trinity, to have your Grace in his good keeping, and to direct you in all your actions. From my doleful prison in the Tower, this 6th of May. Your most loyal and ever faithful wife.
ANNE BOLEYN (1536)
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More in: Anne Boleyn, Archive A-B
Een diva en haar nachtegalen
De stilte maakt haar gedachten onrustig
zij die denkt het leven te beheersen
met koffie, vrienden en bio-groenten
zij weet dat het anders kan
met vaste eettijdstippen, slaaprituelen
uitstappen en familiebezoeken
meer als vroeger
retro, dit woord bekt nu beter
is ze ouderwets, niet van deze planeet
verzuurd, gefrustreerd of alternatief bevlogen
ze opent koffer waar de muziekplaten in zitten
haar vingers weten precies waar te stoppen
uit een afgeleefde kaft, haar lievelingsnummer
in het spiegelglas van de keukendeur zingt ze
als diva, zo doordringend hapervrij dat
zelfs de nachtegalen op de linnen lampenkap
zich blozend verrast omdraaien
Erica De Stercke
fleursdumal.nl magazine
More in: Archive S-T, De Stercke, Erika
Thomas Chatterton
(1752-1770)
A New Song
Ah blame me not, Catcott, if from the right way
My notions and actions run far.
How can my ideas do other but stray,
Deprived of their ruling North-Star?
A blame me not, Broderip, if mounted aloft,
I chatter and spoil the dull air;
How can I imagine thy foppery soft,
When discord’s the voice of my fair?
If Turner remitted my bluster and rhymes,
If Hardind was girlish and cold,
If never an ogle was got from Miss Grimes,
If Flavia was blasted and old;
I chose without liking, and left without pain,
Nor welcomed the frown with a sigh;
I scorned, like a monkey, to dangle my chain,
And paint them new charms with a lie.
Once Cotton was handsome; I flam’d and I burn’d,
I died to obtain the bright queen;
But when I beheld my epistle return’d,
By Jesu it alter’d the scene.
She’s damnable ugly, my Vanity cried,
You lie, says my Conscience, you lie;
Resolving to follow the dictates of Pride,
I’d view her a hag to my eye.
But should she regain her bright lustre again,
And shine in her natural charms,
‘Tis but to accept of the works of my pen,
And permit me to use my own arms.
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More in: Archive C-D, Chatterton, Thomas, Thomas Chatterton
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